Everyone makes mistakes.
Frankly, it’s how I got into the business. I’d been taking pictures basically since
childhood, and in later life was blessed with working in careers and
environments that put those talents to use.
Before I ever considered myself a professional, my images appeared on
the cover of International Musician and Engineering Magazine, several CDs,
brochures, and marketing materials for numerous theatre companies. It wasn’t until a friend-of-a-friend asked me
to take their picture on the spur of the moment that I started down the path of
considering myself a professional.
Because the picture I took really sucked. I was rushed, should have switched lenses,
the color was off, the shadows were grim.
In short I screwed up. So I
challenged myself to learn 100 new things
about photography over the next 100 days.
And I did. It took some elbow
grease, but it wasn’t all that hard.
The hard part isn’t ingesting
new information, it’s regurgitating it. You’ve seen a penny tens of thousands of
times, but I’ll bet you can’t remember which way Lincoln is facing? That’s because the mind goes through two
different processes in learning: taking it, and synthesizing it. It’s the same reason that you can check your
watch, but if your friend asks you what time it is a moment later you have to
look again. I knew that my “book”
learning wasn’t of much help without practice.
The smart choice is to call upon your friends and family to
act as your subjects. I was never very
good at that, so I looked for opportunities to volunteer my services for
low-pay, low-stakes jobs. That required
throwing up a quick website of my previous work. After a few jobs—and the realization of just
how much even a low-stakes job required, hours of prep and digital editing-- I realized I needed to charge something
closer to a professional fee. So last
January I re-vamped my website and officially hung out my shingle. I’ve been both cautious and ambitious in the
jobs I’ve sought and taken. Over the
past 10 months I’ve shot for two marketing agencies, a wedding, three CDs,
several corporate events, and half a dozen individual sessions. My clients have included the international
companies Illy Coffee, Levi Strauss, and Kromtech; local musicians, actors, and
models; a Pulitzer Prize winner; fashion start-ups and more. Each has been a challenge and that has kept
me engaged and energized.
And then I screwed up.
This isn’t ancient history, something I can look back on with a rueful
smile; this was a couple of weeks ago. I
was shooting a highly personal “life event.”
A personal project dealing with loss and death. It was, in some respect, a ritual. My beloved Nikon 35-70mm f2.8, my work-horse
and go-to lens, developed a loose internal part in the focusing mechanism. The result was a fractional bit of random “jiggle
room” in the focusing mechanism, and a varying degree of blur depending on
where in the jiggle you were. At its
best the blur resembled defraction; at its worst the images were unusable.
I didn’t notice it.
We were shooting outside on the beach.
There was bright light, sand getting everywhere, we were working around
the waves, and I was managing the pressure of performance. It wasn’t until I returned home and saw the
images (about half of the shoot was with this lens) and investigated my quipment
that I realized what had happened. I was
beyond mortified; I felt sick to my stomach.
I could say it was just a mechanical malfunction, but in truth I should
checked my LCD for more than exposure and composition when I was in the field;
I should have brought a loop to shield the glare on the screen; I should have
slowed down and I should have mixed up my lens choices more. The problem wasn’t
purely mechanical.
Learning number 101 ain’t pretty. But the lesson here is in how to both prevent
failure and deal with it.
There are
drawbacks to continually checking your images (or crimping), but there’s also a
way to do it.
1 . Take your time setting up your shot and
lighting; let the client know
2 .
Shoot a series of shots before checking your LCD
so you don’t destroy the flow of a session
3 .
When you do crimp:
a.
Check your composition
b.
Check the aesthetics of your exposure
c.
Check your actual
exposure using the histogram
d.
Check your focus at 100%
4 .
Bring a loop to outdoor sessions
So what do you do when you fail? Here’s what I did. First I prioritized the digital editing from
the session so I could finish the images ahead of schedule. With careful editing I was able to fully
redeem about 80% of the session; the remaining 20% was “passable” but below a
professional level. I sent the images to
the client ahead of schedule, explained what had happened, and offered a
re-shoot if they were dissatisfied with any of the images.
This is what I did.
Luckily, my client was so pleased with the first 80% that they didn’t
mind the shortcomings in those 20%. But
I’m not patting myself on the back anytime soon. Almost every
session is a ritual of sorts, a special occasion, and as such is un-repeatable. My failure took something
away from my client that cannot be replaced.
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